Darling, I'm damned if I know » Random http://killerqueen.org so, so elsewhere Mon, 21 May 2012 22:25:46 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.2 hej http://killerqueen.org/2012/05/hej/ http://killerqueen.org/2012/05/hej/#comments Mon, 21 May 2012 22:25:46 +0000 Emelie http://killerqueen.org/?p=2595 ikväll gör det ont

]]> http://killerqueen.org/2012/05/hej/feed/ 0 things that are easier to think about than all the revision I’m trying not to do http://killerqueen.org/2012/05/things-that-are-easier-to-think-about-than-all-the-revision-im-trying-not-to-do/ http://killerqueen.org/2012/05/things-that-are-easier-to-think-about-than-all-the-revision-im-trying-not-to-do/#comments Fri, 11 May 2012 13:19:51 +0000 Emelie http://killerqueen.org/?p=2561
  • how much I can’t wait for the stupid exam to be over so I can reward myself for surviving.
  • that I’ll finally have a working iPod again after over a year [see above]
  • all the music I haven’t been keeping up with for months that I’ll finally make the time to listen to
  • how much I really just want to write right now. wish that feeling could have come when I actually had to be writing, not now when I only have to read
  • what a great big whopping headache I’ve had for the past week or so
  • more tea
  • how excited I am over being given the job of cataloguing and organising some 2000 DVDs. pretty sure I’m slightly autistic
  • stjärnfallet är jag
  • I really really really want to be able to jailbreak my phone so I can play. like now. please.
  • I should really stop trying to find what’s wrong with this. because maybe nothing is wrong. actually, I’m pretty sure nothing is wrong. who knew the prospect of lifelong happiness could be so difficult to accept.
  • more tea
  • and chocolate
  • I really wish everyone would stop being so damn fickle
  • 3G connections are not underrated. at all. I miss my subscriptions.
  • this is really nothing more than blatant procrastination
  • I should stop really
    • ]]>     http://killerqueen.org/2012/05/things-that-are-easier-to-think-about-than-all-the-revision-im-trying-not-to-do/feed/ 0     knowing when to let go of a book before it breaks you http://killerqueen.org/2012/05/knowing-when-to-let-go-of-a-book-before-it-breaks-you/ http://killerqueen.org/2012/05/knowing-when-to-let-go-of-a-book-before-it-breaks-you/#comments Thu, 10 May 2012 16:29:40 +0000 Emelie http://killerqueen.org/?p=2558 maybe I am getting stronger

    ]]>     http://killerqueen.org/2012/05/knowing-when-to-let-go-of-a-book-before-it-breaks-you/feed/ 0     feeling all the things http://killerqueen.org/2012/05/2536/ http://killerqueen.org/2012/05/2536/#comments Tue, 08 May 2012 17:16:17 +0000 Emelie http://killerqueen.org/?p=2536

     

    this is it. the last episode of Castle I’ll ever watch.

    because if they fucked this up again…

    ]]>     http://killerqueen.org/2012/05/2536/feed/ 0     making the case for being in love with Felicia Day http://killerqueen.org/2012/04/making-the-case-for-being-in-love-with-felicia-day/ http://killerqueen.org/2012/04/making-the-case-for-being-in-love-with-felicia-day/#comments Mon, 30 Apr 2012 22:15:02 +0000 Emelie http://killerqueen.org/?p=2517

    it’s just a chainsaw, it won’t hurt you

    ]]>     http://killerqueen.org/2012/04/making-the-case-for-being-in-love-with-felicia-day/feed/ 0     pre-birthday flowers http://killerqueen.org/2012/04/pre-birthday-flowers/ http://killerqueen.org/2012/04/pre-birthday-flowers/#comments Mon, 30 Apr 2012 20:51:49 +0000 Emelie http://killerqueen.org/?p=2514 because life is just that good
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    ]]>     http://killerqueen.org/2012/04/pre-birthday-flowers/feed/ 0     just because http://killerqueen.org/2012/04/just-because/ http://killerqueen.org/2012/04/just-because/#comments Fri, 20 Apr 2012 12:15:10 +0000 Emelie http://killerqueen.org/?p=2483 20120420-131419.jpg

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    ]]>     http://killerqueen.org/2012/04/just-because/feed/ 0     story of a tuesday http://killerqueen.org/2012/03/story-of-a-tuesday/ http://killerqueen.org/2012/03/story-of-a-tuesday/#comments Tue, 27 Mar 2012 23:11:07 +0000 Emelie http://killerqueen.org/?p=2428 daffodils went from 

    to

     

    spring arrived

     

    I listened to the same song on repeat twenty times because there was no way anything as true could ever be said

     

    I heard the first song off kent’s new album – stopped breathing

    I learned that Sigur Rós is releasing a new album and heard the first song off it – stopped breathing even more

    I learned that Tallest Man on Earth is releasing a new album – long since dead at this point

     

    I did everything apart from what I really had to do. Achieved lots of shit, none of what I really had to do. Anxiety not gone, in fact there’s more of it.

     

    I was promised everything will be alright.

    ]]>     http://killerqueen.org/2012/03/story-of-a-tuesday/feed/ 0     unkna lukten av två som låtsas http://killerqueen.org/2012/03/unkna-lukten-av-tva-som-latsas/ http://killerqueen.org/2012/03/unkna-lukten-av-tva-som-latsas/#comments Thu, 15 Mar 2012 15:21:25 +0000 Emelie http://killerqueen.org/?p=2395

    det är okej att vara själv

    ]]>     http://killerqueen.org/2012/03/unkna-lukten-av-tva-som-latsas/feed/ 0     bad idea no. 1 http://killerqueen.org/2011/12/bad-idea-no-1/ http://killerqueen.org/2011/12/bad-idea-no-1/#comments Sun, 11 Dec 2011 13:12:32 +0000 Emelie http://killerqueen.org/2011/12/bad-idea-no-1/ listening to Fitzcarraldo in the library

    And her last words were “I was only thinking of you”

    ]]>     http://killerqueen.org/2011/12/bad-idea-no-1/feed/ 0     and the wait… http://killerqueen.org/2011/08/and-the-wait/ http://killerqueen.org/2011/08/and-the-wait/#comments Wed, 17 Aug 2011 10:54:30 +0000 Emelie http://killerqueen.org/2011/08/and-the-wait/ 20110817-125403.jpg

    ]]>     http://killerqueen.org/2011/08/and-the-wait/feed/ 0     mer än nånting. http://killerqueen.org/2011/07/mer-an-nanting/ http://killerqueen.org/2011/07/mer-an-nanting/#comments Mon, 11 Jul 2011 18:13:02 +0000 Emelie http://killerqueen.org/?p=1906

    och fast vi båda vill
    mer än nånting annat
    så står det skrivet i pannan att man väcker en ångest när man släcker en annan

    ]]>     http://killerqueen.org/2011/07/mer-an-nanting/feed/ 0     I AM NOT MY ANXIETY http://killerqueen.org/2011/07/i-am-not-my-anxiety/ http://killerqueen.org/2011/07/i-am-not-my-anxiety/#comments Wed, 06 Jul 2011 21:41:05 +0000 Emelie http://killerqueen.org/?p=1890 I am not.

    #yeahIknowkeeptellingyourselfthat

    ]]>     http://killerqueen.org/2011/07/i-am-not-my-anxiety/feed/ 0     .. http://killerqueen.org/2011/07/1877/ http://killerqueen.org/2011/07/1877/#comments Sun, 03 Jul 2011 18:21:03 +0000 Emelie http://killerqueen.org/2011/07/1877/ 20110703-082028.jpg

    ]]>     http://killerqueen.org/2011/07/1877/feed/ 0     i am not ok http://killerqueen.org/2011/06/i-am-not-ok/ http://killerqueen.org/2011/06/i-am-not-ok/#comments Sat, 18 Jun 2011 00:59:22 +0000 Emelie http://killerqueen.org/?p=1830 I am not ok

     

    I AM NOT OK

     

    /therapy through words

    ]]>     http://killerqueen.org/2011/06/i-am-not-ok/feed/ 0     . http://killerqueen.org/2011/05/1746/ http://killerqueen.org/2011/05/1746/#comments Sat, 28 May 2011 19:48:58 +0000 Emelie http://killerqueen.org/2011/05/1746/ 20110528-084635.jpg

    ]]>     http://killerqueen.org/2011/05/1746/feed/ 0     thoughts from insomnia http://killerqueen.org/2011/05/thoughts-from-insomnia/ http://killerqueen.org/2011/05/thoughts-from-insomnia/#comments Sat, 14 May 2011 01:07:12 +0000 Emelie http://killerqueen.org/2011/05/thoughts-from-insomnia/ Hearing his voice again made me realise how much I miss Sam Van Hallgreen.

    I had a silly smile on my face for an hour after getting Anders to move in with me. It’s a computer game. Get over it!

    Nathan Fillion may just be the best actor at playing heartbroken ever. Kills me.

    I love my new phone. It’s like being used to windows 95 and then being given a super computer. Honestly.

    I might be homesick for the first time since I got here.

    This is completely pointless. That might be why I like it.

    ]]>     http://killerqueen.org/2011/05/thoughts-from-insomnia/feed/ 0     I think I just got a bit more broken. http://killerqueen.org/2011/04/i-think-i-just-got-a-bit-more-broken/ http://killerqueen.org/2011/04/i-think-i-just-got-a-bit-more-broken/#comments Mon, 25 Apr 2011 14:44:46 +0000 Emelie http://killerqueen.org/?p=1633

    ]]>     http://killerqueen.org/2011/04/i-think-i-just-got-a-bit-more-broken/feed/ 0     thingsthatkillme part 6 http://killerqueen.org/2011/04/thingsthatkillme-part-6/ http://killerqueen.org/2011/04/thingsthatkillme-part-6/#comments Thu, 21 Apr 2011 20:30:15 +0000 Emelie http://killerqueen.org/?p=1619
    2:10
    gnnnnnnjhkkkkkkkkkk

    ]]>     http://killerqueen.org/2011/04/thingsthatkillme-part-6/feed/ 0     . http://killerqueen.org/2011/04/1520/ http://killerqueen.org/2011/04/1520/#comments Tue, 05 Apr 2011 00:04:55 +0000 Emelie http://killerqueen.org/2011/04/1520/ I

    Need

    You

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