Darling, I'm damned if I know » Random http://killerqueen.org so, so elsewhere Thu, 29 Jul 2010 17:26:51 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.0 thingsthatkillme part 1 http://killerqueen.org/2010/07/thingsthatkillme-part-1/ http://killerqueen.org/2010/07/thingsthatkillme-part-1/#comments Sat, 24 Jul 2010 18:14:01 +0000 admin http://killerqueen.org/?p=566

the part at around 2:25 when he drops out of the falsetto

yeah I know…

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so I got an email a couple of hours ago that I wrote to myself exactly a year ago. That was weird and strangely emotional.
So much is different now, and so much really isn’t.

This is how it ended:

I hope you stuck to your principals, and I hope you still believe in love. I still do.

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]]> http://killerqueen.org/2010/05/number-5/feed/ 0 this very moment http://killerqueen.org/2010/05/this-very-moment/ http://killerqueen.org/2010/05/this-very-moment/#comments Fri, 21 May 2010 21:47:09 +0000 admin http://killerqueen.org/?p=401 is the moment where you realize you’re holding your breath only because the song you’re listening to is so good you’re scared shitless of ruining it

]]> http://killerqueen.org/2010/05/this-very-moment/feed/ 0 ! http://killerqueen.org/2010/05/371/ http://killerqueen.org/2010/05/371/#comments Sun, 16 May 2010 23:27:51 +0000 admin http://killerqueen.org/?p=371 SUPPOSE IT’S JUST A POINT OF VIEW ]]> http://killerqueen.org/2010/05/371/feed/ 0 never http://killerqueen.org/2010/05/never/ http://killerqueen.org/2010/05/never/#comments Mon, 10 May 2010 21:24:35 +0000 admin http://killerqueen.org/?p=317 never

never could I have imagined it could take so much energy to stay alive mentally

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they tell me you are wicked and I believe them

]]> http://killerqueen.org/2010/05/1211am/feed/ 0 I heart minor thirds http://killerqueen.org/2010/05/i-heart-minor-thirds/ http://killerqueen.org/2010/05/i-heart-minor-thirds/#comments Thu, 06 May 2010 19:23:58 +0000 admin http://killerqueen.org/?p=305 There is no interval in Western music I love more
I could listen to minor thirds for the rest of my life, and probably never tire of them
I don’t know what that says about me
I’m not sure I really want to know

If I was made entirely of minor thirds; that would mean I was diminished…

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“I’m not scared of falling”, he told himself. “The part I’m scared of is where you finish falling”
But he knew he was lying.
It was the fall he was scared of

Neil Gaiman – Neverwhere

]]> http://killerqueen.org/2010/05/299/feed/ 0 it’s fifty minutes past midnight http://killerqueen.org/2010/05/its-fifty-minutes-past-midnight/ http://killerqueen.org/2010/05/its-fifty-minutes-past-midnight/#comments Mon, 03 May 2010 22:52:23 +0000 admin http://killerqueen.org/2010/05/its-fifty-minutes-past-midnight/ I just had a flashback
a horrible, horrible flashback
I now completely understand how the poor dogs in Pavlov’s care felt
fucking psychological wiring

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